I'm in the reading room, so in English.

I'd rather quote: '总有些事是你不需要做错就可以搞砸的.' I can't agree more. Nowadays, when i say yes to people, they get angry; when I keep my opinion, they fed up again. To be honest, I hurt people. To be compromised, I hurt people.

Sometimes, not always, I lost my principles and felt like shit. That happens when I try to be kind to others and try to consider their feelings. But that's not what I want, that's not me. If there has to be a rationale to construct my life while I couldn't follow it in practice, I'd rather quit this life. Just sometimes, I couldn't keep myself away from this kind of thought.

What is the core thing in a relationship? Basicly I'll never figur it out. But today when I woke up alone, cooked a fantastic breakfast for myself and recaffeenaited, I got a totally recovery. Then, I suppose it's wise and good for me that not to pay any expectation to all my cournterparts. If do so, maybe I can keep my own zone and amazed by them all the time. Oh, I have to try this, it sounds perfect.

Next time, If people say, you should do this, you should do that, or show their faces to me because their own troubles, I'll just ignore them.

Elva was half right. Men can never manipulate women.

In order to be incredible and keep the sense of superiority, I can be very masculine in a way :)